I wish.

I wish I was inspiring - then I would always have something lovely to share.

I wish I was brave - for then I would always have a story to tell.

I wish I was happier - for then never would melancholy cloud my sunshine when it needn't.

But what I wish the most was that I could package myself all up in a little box and mail myself to you. Because I'm positive that you are the only one who ever understood.

I wish I understood - for then I would never be lonely.