Lately, I've been so happy that I keep trying to check myself with sadness,
for fear of the downward swoop that I feel is sure to follow my uphill soar.
I'm allowed to be completely happy aren't I?
So why can't I let myself be?

1 comment:

  1. I have this problem, completely. The poor, long-suffering camerado has to tell me repeatedly "You shouldn't feel guilty or like it's too good to be true. You absolutely deserve to be this happy. Don't be afraid of it." And I still don't believe it. I want to say this to you, though, because you certainly are allowed to be. xx